They noticed I'm skipping meals :/ | hungrycatepiller's Blog

If you've read my story 'just thinking about food makes me feel sick' then you'll know I struggle with eating problems. I don't really like to admit to anorexia because I don't believe I'm skinny enough to have it but others do. My mum said today that she can't remember the last time she saw me eat. I've been using the excuses ; I already ate at school, I had a big lunch, I'm not hungrym I feel ill, I'm going to bed early. She said tommorow we have to sit and eat dinner as a family. She's cooking pasta bake and just the thought of the thick creamy sauce and mountains of cheese n top is making my stomouch twist in discust. It's like I'm scared to eat! I couldn't even sit and watch my sister eat the other day because just looking at the food made me want to throw up! I don't know what to do anymore! I know I can't keep running from food! It's ridiculous